Anything but you
Just won’t do
I could carry on forever
Until I find the truth
Anything but you
Just won’t do
I could carry on forever

When my heart stands still for a reason
I’m in love with you
When my heart stands still for a reason
There’s nothing that I cannot do
And my breathing follows you
In my mind my actions too
And in every thing I do
And my heart stands still, and my heart stands still for you

Anything but you
Just won’t do
I could carry on forever
Until I find the truth
Anything but you
Just won’t do
I could carry on forever

4x
To dream
In a worn out world, in a plastic world
Is to win
To dream
In a sought out world, in a broken world
Is to begin

Anything but you
Just won’t do
I could carry on forever
Until I find the truth
Anything but you
Just won’t do
I could carry on forever

i tried to make you smile
and do it for a while
…
…

but i give everything…
everything…
everything…

all that i needed
was a little more
all that i felt
was a little more
you think it’s easy
to sit and wait for you
thinking that i deserve
all the things you do

and all the things you do

everything…
to you…
everything…
i give…

all that i needed
was a little more
all that i felt
was a little more
all that i needed
was a little more
and all that i felt
was a little more

was a little more

you think it’s easy
to sit and wait for you
you think that i deserve
all the things you do
you think it’s easy
to sit and wait for you
you think that i (i dont) deserve
all the things you do

and all the things you do
and all the things you do

and now i’m waiting again for you
to come on home
sitting by myself
thinking where you’ve gone
can it be
that i think too much
you don’t think enought
you just don’t think enought
i waited again for you
to come on home
crying by myself
staring at the phone
no promise you gave me
change me what i feel
if you can even see
what this means to me

all that i needed
was a little more
all that i felt
was a little more
you think it’s easy
to sit and wait for you
you think that i (i dont) deserve
all the things you do

and all the things you do

everything…
to you…

you think it’s easy
everything…
to sit and wait for you
you think that i deserve
i made…
all the things you do

a little more of something
would be more than you give
everything…

a little more of something
to make me feel that i live
a little more of anything
would be more than you give

i waited again for you
to come on home
sitting by myself
thinking where you’ve gone
can it be
that i think too much
you don’t think enought
you just don’t think enought
i waited again for you
to come on home
crying by myself
staring at the phone
no promise you gave me
change me what i feel
if you can even see
what this means to me

cause i waited again for you
to come on home
sitting by myself
thinking where you’ve gone
can it be
that i think too much
you don’t think enought
you just don’t think enought
waited again for you
to come on home
crying by myself
staring at the phone
no promise you gave me
change me what i feel
if you can even see
what this means to me

cause all i needed
was a little more
all that i felt
was a little more

Dont walk the plank like I did,
You will be dispensed with
When you’ve become inconvienent
Upon Harrowdown Hill
Where you used to go to school

Thats where I am
Thats where I’m lying down

Did I fall or was I pushed?
Did I fall or was I pushed?
And wheres the blood?
And wheres the blood?

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
To make it all right
So dry your eyes

We think the same things at the same time
We just cant do anything about it

So don’t ask me
Ask the ministry
Don’t ask me
Ask the ministry

We think the same things at the same time
There are so many of us
So you can’t count

We think the same things at the same time
There are too many of us
So you can’t count

Can you see me when I’m running?
Can you see me when I’m running?
Away from them

I can’t take their pressure
No one cares if you live or die
They just want me gone
They want me gone

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
To make it all right
So dry your eyes

We think the same things at the same time
We just cant do anything about it

We think the same things at the same time
There are too many of us
So you can’t count

(It has me led to the backroom)
Harrowdown Hill
(it has me led to the backroom)
Harrowdown Hill
it was a slippery slippery slippery slope
it was a slippery slippery slippery slope
i feel me slipping in and out of consciousness
i feel me slipping in and out of consciousness
i feel me…

Започваш деня си отнякъде. От едно място отиваш на друго, трето-пето…

Какво би те накарало да се върнеш по стъпките на днешния ти ден? В обратен ред.

Защо тези 12 часа са ти се стрували като 12 минути, а когато се връщаш на местата и се сещаш за тях, все едно са били цяла вечност? Кое те кара да отделиш 1 или 2 часа от времето си за сън, за да обикаляш из тъмните улички на Пловдив и да си спомняш разни неща? Неща, които не искаш да забравиш.

Каква е тази сила на словото, която имаме? С 2-3 думи или едно изречение, да сриваме всичко, което сме постигнали, за секунди. И после? Има ли връщане назад и защо няма? Как реплики от типа „опа, извинявай“, „това не трябваше да го казвам“ или други извинения губят всякаква стойност. Хората нямат право на грешка, трябва да сме безгрешни в това, което казваме явно. Връщане назад няма: „казана дума – хвърлен камък“. Да, думите са тежки, а как искаш да не си ги казал. Ето нещо, което са казали на мой приятел на въпроса „Каква е разликата между Стария и Новия Завет“

В Стария Завет няма разкаяние. Няма безгрешни хора, Бог е видял това и е разбрал че човечеството е обречено, понеже всеки е правел грешки в живота си и е нямал право да отиде в Рая. Изпратил е Христос, да изкупи греховете на целия народ, и е бил разпнат затова. А, в Новия Завет, хората имат право на покаяние преди да умрат. Дори да си извършил много голям грях, чрез него имаш шанс да отидеш в Рая.

Е Ние (Хората) имаме ли право на прошка от Вас (Хората), ако сме направили или казали нещо, което не е трябвало, и се разкайваме? Защо има такива, които казват – „Бог прощава, аз не!“

Докато се ровех из delicious-а, открих този сайт и реших да го споделя. Ето какво стана от моя блог, не съм променял нищо: http://wordle.net/gallery/wrdl/109804/apostolov%27s_weblog

Build your cages
Pray for freedom
Believe all your made up sages
Sucked out from your social circle
Is it worth the fifteen minutes

Sacrifice everything you know you love
The dream entices you to give yourself away
Sacrifice everything you know you love
You miss the things you hated long ago

Embellish your desired state
Do you think it satiates
Sucked out from your social circle
Is it worth the fifteen minutes

Dreams are seldom what they seem
Dreams are seldom what they seem

Sacrifice everything you know you love
The dream entices you to give yourself away
Sacrifice everything you know you love
You miss the things you hated long ago

You’re so close
To nothing

Sacifice everything you know you love
The dreams entices you to give yourself away
Sacrifice everything you know you love
You miss the things you hated long ago

Sacrifice everything you know you love
You miss the things you hated long ago

Dreams are seldom what they seem
Dreams are seldom what they seem

What in the world is a girl to do?
When in this smokey place I only see you
Was far away when you caught my eye
You’ve brought me back and now you’re making me high

I was alone out there, with no one else around
Now I’ve fallen for you, and there’s no coming down
[x2]
Till there was you, I know what you’re needing
My thoughts are leading, me straight into your eyes
What can I do? I’m looking right at you
This feeling is all new, I want you addicted to me

Fate can act in a curious way
When all that mattered means nothing today
All that concerns me, that drenches my thoughts
Is the sensation that seeing you brought

I was alone out there, with no one else around
Now I’ve fallen for you, and there’s no coming down
[x6]
And there’s no coming down..
Till there was you.. What can I do..?

Life has been fading into grey
All over my place
All over my heart
All over my life

No sign is showing me a way out
Or telling my soul
How to get out this neverending hole of darkness
Surrounding my life

The absence of the tear has been the only moment of happiness I’ve ever had
Could not believe in me

Believe how to see how many things I had to give
Even to myself

I was waiting for nothing
For no one
For the end

Before you came and showed me the reason why
You can run like a rose of bright light and shining stars
Riding rose of silver horses
You can sail trough oceans of love
Slide trough cascades of rainbows
Be blinded by sparkling diamonds

You’re the reason why there’s always food at my place
Your the reason why sun is rising up even when it’s dark at night
You’re the reason why I think I’m falling in love

Sun rising up
But it stopped the night
I think I’m falling in love
Oh oh oh oh

I was waiting for nothing
For no one
For the end

Sun rising up the people when it stopped the night

Sun rising up
But it stopped the night
I think I’m falling in love
(I think I’m falling in love)
Oh oh oh oh

There’s just one thing that I need to say
Before I close my eyes and walk away
There’s just one thing that I need to feel
Before I walk away against my will

There’s just one thing that I need to hear
Before I walk away for the last time
There’s just one thing that I need to see
Before I take this chance and set us free

Don’t forget me
Don’t regret me
Don’t suspect me
Don’t neglect me

The memory of this still reminds me of you
The memory of this still reminds me
The memory of this still reminds me of you
And that is where you’ll find me

Stars in your eyes
Did you take the time to realize

Can you count the stars in your eyes?
Did you take the time to realize?

There’s just one thing that I need to say
Before I close my eyes and walk away
There’s just one thing that I need to feel
Before I walk away against my will

Don’t forget me
Don’t regret me
The memory of this still reminds me of you
Don’t suspect me
The memory of this still reminds me
Don’t neglect me
The memory of this still reminds me of you

The memory of this still reminds me
Stars in your eyes
Did you take the time to realize?

Пичовеееее, жив съм. Не знам как, ама успях. Прибрах се здрав и ичтав на 7 Май 2008. Малилеййй, това за мен е голямо геройство. Гол съм. Лошо няма, топло ми е. Дискотеката беше отвратително яка. Не бях ходил в Инфинити, не знам и как се озовах там. Предполагам, че от Екзит до Инфинити сме ходили пеша, но нямам споменииии…. ааааа, спомням си размазаното лого на Тек Електроник срещу съда . Благодаря на всички, които ме уважиха тази вечер (през деня също). Мразя когато седна да пиша сутрин и не си спомням нищо от вечерта.